Those days when you really want to kill yourself or fade away.
My brother is about to undergo electroconvulsive therapy. My uninformed opinion is actually that it seems like the risks outweigh the probability of rewards, but he’s done some research. Has ECT ever been recommended/discussed with you, darknesshasnoname?…I mean, maybe it’s very good medicine.
Do you stay with your parents Mam? Me and my brother were living together, but then he decided to move back in with my Mom - it seems to have helped him, a little bit.
How has your family accepted/understood your illness?